(note: I was such a little imature willfully naive kid when I wrote this one so please don’t take it to seriously)
1 I see pictures of it all the time when we were around family and my brother was still kind
2-11 I forget you all the time
12 when I got a guitar and my best friend and I got facials done for the first time
13 My last birthday before I left what I considered to be home and no one came but family…….
14 The first in a new home a new start with the same old strawberry icing lemon cake that had become tradition
15 All that glitters is not gold but the extra sparkles were appreciated
16 yeahhhhhhhhhh I just hit this one recently painting and coke and awkwardness about even who in my family came are pretty much what I remember
17 wow I totally can’t wait to remember that I’m one step closer to being on my own
18 noooope nope nope can’t make me think about it
19 Depending on how well I am doing and how far away the college is this could end up being either the best or the worst one
20 probably still in college and supremely more emotionally beaten down so much so that I’m not even sure the word happy applies
21 ahh the age where my family of alcoholics and smokers ask why I am not smoking or drinking “especially” on that day
22 I might actually know what I wanna do by this point in my life
23 Some academic success to warrant being at a “good” school probably hopefully
24 hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm…………………….
25 Probably about the time I’ll be finishing college if I’m lucky and have my family pester about getting even an entry level job and that last awkward step before maybe mentally starting to become an adult
Atlas Ez Poetry 